This last week has seriously been the absolute longest week of my life. The week itself felt like it took forever, but each individual day felt even longer. Everyone gave up this week, even my teachers gave up. We were just absolutely done. So here's a quick recap from the utter he** that this last week has been.
Monday-
Monday was a B day. I woke up late, as usual. I was rushing out the door, no makeup, acne in full rage, at approximately 7:23. Also, it was raining/snowing/hailing/sleeting outside. Abbi and I were rushing into the school, trying to make it to our classes on time. We walked inside the front entrance and I started to slip. Luckily, I caught myself. But, as I looked back to Abbi to tell her that I almost just fell, her legs slipped right out from under her and did a complete butt flop onto the ground. Ouch!
Following that, I helped her up off the ground and we just stood there hysterically laughing. A few teachers rushed up to us, asking if we were okay, but we were laughing to hard to actually produce words. I still chuckle just thinking about it. We parted ways because we were both late to our classes. As I walked, random bursts of giggles came to me that I could not control. I'm pretty sure everyone who saw me though I was hearing voices.
School sucked worse than it normally does because everyone had given up. But we still had crap to get done. So, after school Abbi and I attempted to study for our biology test that was on Wednesday. Emphasis on "attempted", we accomplished nothing. Except, we figured out how to reenact the pixar intro using Abbi's Luxo lamp. So, were we really wasting our time? Psh, no.
When I got home from Abbi's house, I started talking to my little brother. He told me that he was writing a song, a song entitled, "Lif Suks" (his spelling, not mine.) And I have never related to him on such a deep level. Then, I wasted my time not doing my homework until I had Abbi's dance concert. She did a lovely job and is still the most graceful ballerina I know. Then I came home, procrastinated a little more, finally did some AP psych homework and went to bed promptly at midnight.
Tuesday-
Monday night, I could not fall asleep because of a surge of anxiety that also caused me to have the stupidest scary dream in the world. I'll just summarize: Mine and my friend's families were both in Disney World and both our sets of parents were getting divorces. Also, there was this super redneck lady and her trashy butthead daughter (pardon my french) that were trying to marry into my family. It felt super real too, even though that would NEVER happen. But I did have a boyfriend, so that was a bit of a bonus.
Anyway, I always look forward to Tuesday because it's late start. HALLELUJAH! So, I got to sleep in an extra hour which was great. Then in choir we sang some more of our Mamma Mia Medley, which I adore! English was totally boring and I accomplished nothing whatsoever. We watched Coco in Spanish. Which, was just what I needed because Coco is a freaking masterpiece, and the day was getting to a really sucky low point. Then I can't really remember what we did in Psychology, but it was probably fun.
When I got home from school, I tried to take a long luxurious nap. BUT, that didn't happen. I kept waking up and stressing about random crap in my life. After I went to violin for a bit, I came home and yet again, did nothing. After Abbi got home from the closing night of her dance concert, we studied for our biology test as hard as we could. But for some reason, I just felt very emotionally drained. The day had jus been a not very good one and trying to focus was a little hard. But, we tried our best to prepare for our test. I came home, showered, and went to bed at 12:30. Who needs sleep anyway?
Wednesday-
Once again, I woke up late. Every day this week I've woken up after 7. I just woke up with such a crappy attitude. I was convinced that Wednesday was just gonna totally suck. I got to school when I realized that I forgot my phone at home. Who does that??? The reports of phantom vibrations and feelings of anxiety are totally, 100% true by the way. I took my biology test and felt pretty good about it (but I didn't actually do ver great) and I was able to accomplish a lot during World History. My day was looking up.
Then I ran into my best friend for life, Bitsy, in the parking lot on the way inside for lunch. We talked for a while and then we got invited to lunch with them. Let me just say, the smallest things can just make someone's day. I went from feeling like nobody liked me on Tuesday, to having a sense of friendship and happiness on Wednesday because of the smallest thing. I doubt anyone knew that I felt so crappy on Tuesday. But some how, the smallest act from someone kind changed my entire perspective on the day.
After school on Wednesday I was able to take a nap and relax a little bit. I probably should have started the massive amounts of homework I had due the next day, but I was content. Then we worked on our aprons for pioneer trek at Young Women's on Wednesday night. I really forgot how tharapuetic sewing can be. But when I got home, I had to read 11 chapters of Pride and Prejudice, finish my Psychology packet, and decide what I was doing for my choir term project. I accidentally fell asleep listening to Pride and Prejudice without plugging my phone in. Thursday here we come!
Thursday-
What did I do yesterday?? Hmmm...... not much. I went to school (with my barely charged phone) and did some homework but I guess it was a pretty uneventful day. So, ya.
Friday-
This morning was a bit of a struggle. I didn't get out of bed until 7:08 (22 minutes before school starts) and I stared at my shoes for a solid 2 minutes thinking about which ones to pick. Then I ran out the door, praying that I didn't make us late. Then, school was school. But, IT'S SPRING BREAK Y'ALL!
I hope your weeks' weren't as crappy as mine was and I hope you're doing something fun for spring break. As always, thanks for reading and never forget to be kind. Love you all!
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